Hidda hidda galisakeka thiye mera paitala haru. Nepal bandha le garda gadi paiyena. Feri aaja nai dherai kam pani garnu paryo. Hijo asti kaam bata dherai lukichhipi khele, aaja ta tesle mero phela pari halyo. Testai huchha, aaj ko kam bholi lai baki rakhyo bhane. Ke garne budhhi mero dhilai aayo. Ma lakhataran bhayera thakisakeko thiye. Aba ta ghar pugepachhi sutchhu matra , yesatai soche. Khana khane jagar pani chalena ghar pugepachhi agi sochejhai sirak le mukh chhope ani majja le suti rahe. Tara nindra yo palta ma sanga risayeki bhayera hola mero aankha ma aainan. Mera paitala haru jod jod le dukhdai thiye. Ekdamai thakit thiye ma. Sayad aama yeha bhaidinu bhayeko bhaye yestai soche maile. Huna pani ho khusi ani sukha ko bela ma hamile aama baba lai kam nai samjhinchhau hola. Tara pida huda uha haru lai matra ..........
Guitar ko dhoon suniyo , ekchhin nindra bitholeko ma rish uthyo tara tyo sangeet ko sumadhoorta ko agadi mero rish kaha tikthyo ra. Khali dhyan diyera sune. ani geet pani tehi malai kunai din dherai man parne sanjay shreshtha ko " maya meri maya hamro meelan kaile hunchha"......\Tapaiharu lai pani yo geet yaad chha hola. maile kata kata bhulna aati sakeko thiye. Dhoon ekchhin pachhi madhooro bhayo.Ma uthera kaushi tira lage tyo dhoon kaha bata aayeko ho ra kasle gayeko ho yesto meetho swor ma bhandai. Mathi chadhe chhat ma tyo dhwani lai pachchyaudai. Tehi pallo ghar ko balcony ma basera ekjana yubak le gai raheka thiye.
Usako aawaj ani guitar matra haina u pani ekdamai ramro thiyo, heri rahu lagne. halka lamo kapal, ujjyalo chehera ani tyo aankha. Tyo aakha yeti para ko doori bata herda pani lattha pari dine khalko. Uslai maile hatko ishara le geet gai rakha ramro chha bhane , u pani malai herdai khusi nai bayera geet gaudai thiyo . Ani haat ko ishara le bhanna thalyo yo geet timro lagi ani gaudai thiyo "gajalu ti thula thula aankha tira...". Ma usalai geet gauna anurodha garthe ani u geet sunauthyo. yo din dinai ko kam jhai bhisakeko thiyo. Ma office bata hatar hatar garera jasari bhaye pani ghar pugera kausi ma niskathe ani u tehi pallo ghar bata geet gauthyo. usako swor le malai ekdamai tanthyo , manau ma afai harayera afno bas ma nai hunna thiye.
u ekchhin dhilo aaipugda malai khallo lagera aauna thaltyo, kehi khadke jasto ani kehi napugeko jasto. huna sakchha u mero bani jhai bhaiakeko thiyo. Aba aru k bhanne ra khai.
yesto kram kareb ek mahina jati bhayo hola chaleko. Mero u prati ko lagab din din nai badhdo thiyo. usalai maile najik bata chineko thiina, na usako nam ani na thegana.malai usako barema yeti thaha thiyo usako swaor ma tyo jadu chha jasle malai ma batai para lagidinchha nai usako haso ani muskaan ma tyo madhoorta jasko gahirai bata ma chahera pani umkana chahhana, bas teti.....
aaj 3-4 din bhaisakyo u aayeko chhaina. khai k bhayo hola, kata gayo hola, kina aayena u aaja feri yo chhat ma?mero khulduliko seema rahena ani ma afnai ghar ko seemana naghi puge tyo pallo ghar ma. agadi thulo bagaicha ani bagaicha ma sundar phoolharu, ti phulharu ma pani muskaan thiyena ani raunakta ani chahakta harayeko thiyo. ma usako muldwar ma takka ubhiye ani mathi raheko ganesh ko murti lai heri rahe, huna sakchha ganesh bhagwan pani usako madoor geet kaipratikshya ma hunuhunthyo. maile dhoka dhakdhakyaye , dhoka kholin ekjana bahini le . ani mathi aauna agraha gariyo . ma mathi chadhe , baithak kotha ma ekjana bridha aama hunuhunthyo ani maile afno jigyasa pokhe,"khai ta aaja bholi geet suninna ni aama yo ghar ko kausi bata?" pratiuttar swoorup aama le aansu jharnu bhayo, " naani usalai ta nikai sarho birami chha. ani pallo kothama aaram gardaichha?" bujhdai jada usalai cancer bhayeko rahechha tyo pani fokso ko(lungs). feri antim abasta ma thaha paayeko bhayera usako upachar nai asambhab rahechha. u ta kebal kehi mahina ko pahuna rahechha yo bhautik sansaar ko. " k aama usalai thaha chha ta yo?"
" ho ba usalai sabai thaha chha. kareeb 2 mahina agqadi nai thaha thiyo. aba u badhi ma ek mahina matra bachchcha hola?" soche marchhu ekdin bhanne thahah huda hudai pani kasari hasna sakchha euta manchhe. mero afnai hos afai sanga thiyena. kehi napaudai gumaye jastolagdai thiyo malai. ma kunai anumati bina nai daudadai usako room ma puge..
mero aakha aansu le bhariyeko thiyo. usale malai dekhyo ani bhanyo" tapai sanchai hunuhunchha?", ani ma roye . tara usale malai samjhai raheko thiyo, " marna ta aakhira parchha nai haina ra?, ani feri malai ta nikai faida bhayeko chha. afu kahile marchhu bhanne miti ta thaha chha. bachunjel purna roop le bachna ta paauchhu , yeha ta purana roop le afno nimti bachne mauka bhagyemani le matra aapuchhan haina ra? tara tapailai dhanyabad ma darpan ko tarfa bata mero asal srota bhaidinu bhayeko ma". ? usako needhar haat le chhame, jwaro aayeko rahechha, sarir ekdamai galeko thiyo tara pani sworma uhi madhuryata ani aankha ma tehi nasha.
sahana sakina maile usalai yo roop ma herna . daudadai tala jhare ani feri phoolharu ani bhagwan kopratima here, ani afno mann pani here. hami tinaijana uti nai dukhi thiyau karan kebal darpan...........
kothama puge ani saaman pack gare . malai tyo thau chhadera janu nai besh lagyo kinaki ma darpan mareko herna sakdina thiye. bholipalta nai gadi ma saman rakhe ani kotha sare...........
aaja kayaui barsa bhaisakyo, thaha chhaina darpan kaha chha , yehi sansaar ma ki.........
Darpan euta sapana thiyo aankha kholda haraidine . sansaar ma u chha chhaina ahile tara mero sapana ma hardam saans pherchha u, tesaile u mero sapan ma ta jibit nai chha euta pallo ghar ko samjhana sworoop........................
2 comments:
I think that you have done great justice by letting your creation come upfront. However, I just want to say is that when you are writing all in roman english just use a roman to nepali unicode converter . That way it will be much easier to read.
Finally , keep up your good work ..
thanx for ur suggestion. i will certainly try for that........
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